below is an email i sent my therapist a few minutes ago (with the exception of s that are added for all of you). i would so greatly appreciate your input on this. ANYTHING you can say will help, okay…? don’t be afraid to message me on anon about it…
So far today: 7 unfollows. I bet by tonight there will be 10. I’m SO. CONFUSED.
Like three weeks ago I was gaining about 20 a day and it seems like that had been happening since I hit 2000. But now *(you can’t hear me making a fart noise with my mouth)* and I don’t get it. bwofmwcaifownqgxohdfhbkrwzvkirtop okay.
In other news, we had our first Mu Alpha Theta meeting today, held to pick officers for next year. A senior friend of mine nominated me for president. I then nominated myself for VP in case (aka when) I don’t get P. I’m kind of excited to see how that turns out—but at the same time I’m not—given what came out earlier today. Idkkk I guess we’ll all see.
(Added later: I just looked through my posts and saw three colour’s slipped through the cracks and I have a smudge of a feeling that that might’ve been the cause of at least one :P)
That moment when a guy throws you a pencil to throw at another guy (he’s an ass but we all love each other in that class so it wasn’t malicious) and you do but then you feel something sticky on your hands and see that it blew up all over you so you leave for the bathroom and someone walks out of yoUR REPLACEMENT’S CLASSROOM DOWN THAT HALL WITH RED HAIR AND YOU HAVE A MINOR PANIC ATTACK FOR THAT MOMENT BUt then you get a better look and it’s not your replacement and all is well.
Soooooo I was really excited about getting to run for class president (again…). But I knew I had to wait until news came down that no one else was running before turning in my form. So I waited. And it came down that the current VP is running. Soooo I’m gonna scratch out president and out secretary and be done with it. I hate myself for getting my hopes up aGAIN. I don’t know why I so this to myself.
How many textbooks do you have to carry??? I don’t own a single one…hahaha.
today it’s just one (well, one that I’m taking from home to school; I’ll have to leave it in one room, pick up two others, carry them for half the day, then drop them off and pick up this one for the rest of the day and take it home), but some days it’s three. I think it’s only been four one day this year. it’s crazy. I’m pretty sure I made a post earlier this year about weighing myself with my book bag and textbooks and the number being like 25lbs more than I am.